Somewhere where you'll find my sketches, ideas, moments of madness, and a place where mistakes are welcome. ..You're gonna hate it here
Wednesday, July 18, 2012
Friday, July 6, 2012
Wednesday, July 4, 2012
Saturday, June 16, 2012
A Week Full of Doodles
Various doodles, bottom right corner is meas I am now, and my 6 year old self. Bottom middle is sort of just to help with my body issues. And the bottom left is something that occurred as I put on a sports bra for gym.Everything else has no meaning.
Atomic Betty,drew it as I watched an episode. Because I am a soon to be high school graduate who watches Teletoon.. DON'T JUDGE ME D:
Top middle ispired by a fave blogger, top right is my dream wedding dress!
Attempted pony and human version of Pinkie Pie.... yea we ain't ever attempting this again.EVER.
I always come up with stupid ideas and realities. Please ignore me.
Wednesday, May 30, 2012
My Plan Thus Far
So this year will just be a breather. I have my whole life to decide, plan, do. In fact though if I had gone the path my heart screamed for, I'd be packing up and headed to Toronto.
But now I just breathe, struggle, decide.
Next year I'll be looking into either animation or gaming. The following schools are in Canada, and will be the ones I furiously apply to.
http://www.vcad.ca/programs-and-courses/game-development-and-design/
http://www2.algonquincollege.com/mediaanddesign/program/animation/
http://maxthemutt.com/diplomas/animation/
http://www.senecac.on.ca/fulltime/ANI.html
Max the Mutt though is the preferred one, not sure, just immensely drawn to it. But we'll see how things unfurl as time plays itself out. That's all I can do for now.
But now I just breathe, struggle, decide.
Next year I'll be looking into either animation or gaming. The following schools are in Canada, and will be the ones I furiously apply to.
http://www.vcad.ca/programs-and-courses/game-development-and-design/
http://www2.algonquincollege.com/mediaanddesign/program/animation/
http://maxthemutt.com/diplomas/animation/
http://www.senecac.on.ca/fulltime/ANI.html
Max the Mutt though is the preferred one, not sure, just immensely drawn to it. But we'll see how things unfurl as time plays itself out. That's all I can do for now.
I Can
Just a song to ease my pre-grad jitters. Gosh I love this band, I love the Narnia part of Youtube even more.
Friday, May 25, 2012
Thursday, May 24, 2012
1 Year From Now
So my time in the high school scene is almost at its closing. No more slushie runs, no more of Mrs. T's wacky stories, no more talks with a pretty awesome librarian at spares. No more.
When your little you always want to grow up, make your own decisions, be the boss.
But now, I want nothing more than the simple hug and kiss from my mother after a scraped knee, lunches at my Hama's before heading back to elementary, screaming on the playground.
I'll miss it, but as unprepared as I am, I know you never get anywhere if your always looking back. I need to look forward, as uncertain and scary as it may seem or be.
One year from now...
I hope to be a better artist.
I hope I apply and get accepted into the animation school of my dreams.
I hope my family finds a way to repair itself.
I hope I can keep a few of my friends, make new ones too.
I hope the shadows of my former self don't take me tumbling down again.
I hope my dad is still around.
I hope for everything.
But I know I can't get have it all, so if there is one thing I can hope and achieve on my own merit.
I hope a year from now I am more responsible, a little more mature, a better person. I hope I am still my own strange and slightly never quite understood self. I hope I can find happy in the darkest of places.
One year from now, we'll just to wait and see.
When your little you always want to grow up, make your own decisions, be the boss.
But now, I want nothing more than the simple hug and kiss from my mother after a scraped knee, lunches at my Hama's before heading back to elementary, screaming on the playground.
I'll miss it, but as unprepared as I am, I know you never get anywhere if your always looking back. I need to look forward, as uncertain and scary as it may seem or be.
One year from now...
I hope to be a better artist.
I hope I apply and get accepted into the animation school of my dreams.
I hope my family finds a way to repair itself.
I hope I can keep a few of my friends, make new ones too.
I hope the shadows of my former self don't take me tumbling down again.
I hope my dad is still around.
I hope for everything.
But I know I can't get have it all, so if there is one thing I can hope and achieve on my own merit.
I hope a year from now I am more responsible, a little more mature, a better person. I hope I am still my own strange and slightly never quite understood self. I hope I can find happy in the darkest of places.
One year from now, we'll just to wait and see.
Saturday, May 19, 2012
Thursday, May 10, 2012
Sunday, May 6, 2012
Tuesday, May 1, 2012
Thursday, April 26, 2012
Saturday, April 21, 2012
Wednesday, April 18, 2012
Tuesday, April 17, 2012
Monday, April 16, 2012
Friday, April 13, 2012
A Request.... kinda got out of hand
So A friend requested I draw her as a High Priestess... It grew into this. The picture below is her, High Priestess of the moon. Above is me, Assistant to the High Priestess of the moon.
High Priestess character design.
My design...
Moon Goddess
Us together, where I am telling her she has time in the schedule to beat up whoever pissed her off....
This will likely result in a comic.
Tuesday, April 10, 2012
Sunday, April 1, 2012
Friday, March 30, 2012
dreams
i have a feeling if i
never really began my passion for art, i would have driven to becoming a
teacher, i would have probably dedicated more time to studying than
drawing, i probably would have been a "smart" girl. i would have made
things easier for my parents and made them very proud.
but to not
draw, i would be soulless, i'd never have gained a part of me that
defines my actions and drives my d...reams. i would starve for art, be without a
home, sacrifice my sanity to draw.
i could never have had that drive
for anything else, no other profession that lies outside that dimension
would be as dear, nothing would be as important.
a lot of people in
this world give up on dreams for practicality. well, if you know me, i
kick practicality in the ass.
Sunday, March 25, 2012
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