Wednesday, May 30, 2012

My Plan Thus Far

So this year will just be a breather. I have my whole life to decide, plan, do. In fact though if I had gone the path my heart screamed for, I'd be packing up and headed to Toronto.
But now I just breathe, struggle, decide.
Next year I'll be looking into either animation or gaming. The following schools are in Canada, and will be the ones I furiously apply to.
http://www.vcad.ca/programs-and-courses/game-development-and-design/
http://www2.algonquincollege.com/mediaanddesign/program/animation/
http://maxthemutt.com/diplomas/animation/
http://www.senecac.on.ca/fulltime/ANI.html
Max the Mutt though is the preferred one, not sure, just immensely drawn to it. But we'll see how things unfurl as time plays itself out. That's all I can do for now.

I Can



Just a song to ease my pre-grad jitters. Gosh I love this band, I love the Narnia part of Youtube even more.

Thursday, May 24, 2012

1 Year From Now

So my time in the high school scene is almost at its closing. No more slushie runs, no more of Mrs. T's wacky stories, no more talks with a pretty awesome librarian at spares. No more.
When your little you always want to grow up, make your own decisions, be the boss.
But now, I want nothing more than the simple hug and kiss from my mother after a scraped knee, lunches at my Hama's before heading back to elementary, screaming on the playground.
I'll miss it, but as unprepared as I am, I know you never  get anywhere if your always looking back. I need to look forward, as uncertain and scary as it may seem or be.
One year from now...
I hope to be a better artist.
I hope I apply and get accepted into the animation school of my dreams.
I hope my family finds a way to repair itself.
I hope I can keep a few of my friends, make new ones too.
I hope the shadows of my former self don't take me tumbling down again.
I hope my dad is still around.
I hope for everything.
But I know I can't get have it all, so if there is one thing I can hope and achieve on my own merit.
I hope a year from now I am more responsible, a little more mature, a better person. I hope I am still my own strange and slightly never quite understood self. I hope I can find happy in the darkest of places.

One year from now, we'll just to wait and see.

Saturday, May 19, 2012

Continuation

So I am simply going back to a character from...March?I dunno, if your oh so curious, you can go and look.
But yeah, she's a space police officer of sorts.
Well I'm done, this is getting ridiculous, OFF TO BED I GO!!!

Thursday, May 10, 2012

Doodle Thursday

 yes this is a adventure time line with katniss as the narrator XD
was listening to some fabulous nat king cole while i drew this

Sunday, May 6, 2012

AVENGERS ASSEMBLE!!!!



so i watched the avengers, and i nearly went into cardiac arrest because it was that GOOD. i cannot even stress out how amazing and perfect it all was.
and loki, omg loki D:
sexiiiiii!!!!

abby

her two forms, the first being the beautiful maiden, the second a tormented soul bent on pain and destruction to others.
sorta like a venus fly trap, except in a "shit your pants" kinda way

Tuesday, May 1, 2012